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Running

In 27 days I  will be running.

Running for healing.  My  very own healing.  I will be running for the healing of someone I love with a  big love.  I will be running for the healing of all our wounded (body and soul) service men and women and their caregivers.  I will be running for every human being on the planet who struggles with PTSD or BTI and their caregivers. For the healing of anyone who has ever felt the burdens of abuse or the loneliness and devastation of a broken heart.  I am running for the healing of those left in this mortal state while someone they love has moved on into the eternities.  I am running.  I am running for you.

I am running for myself.

If you would like to support my running and why I am running please DONATE HERE

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THANK YOU.

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Freedom from PTSD

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PTSD is a mental health condition triggered by a traumatic event. Symptoms include vivid flashbacks, depression, anger and severe anxiety. Studies of American veterans returning from Iraq and Afghanistan estimate that 1 in 5 suffer from PTSD.

In 2012 more U.S. soldiers took their own lives than were killed in combat.

Don’t you feel ill right now?  I sure do.

That is why this August,  I am participating in the Wounded Warrior Project® (WWP) 8K Run. I know it is not a big run but it is a personal one. WWP has a big, audacious goal: to foster the most successful, well-adjusted generation of wounded service members in our nation’s history. I’m challenging myself to help WWP reach this vision, and I need your help.

My goal is to raise at least $500 by race day to help honor and empower Wounded Warriors. Wounded Warrior Project® (WWP) offers 20 holistic programs to wounded service members and their caregivers completely free of charge and 100% of the funds raised through the 2014 WWP 8K Run Series go directly to Wounded Warrior Project to help fuel these programs.

Please join my effort and give what you can by donating through my page. I know money is tight and LOVE is big.  Any amount of money, however small and any amount of prayer will be greatly appreciated!

DONATE HERE

Thank you

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Day 574

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Thank you Jesus for making each day new.  Thank you for my restoration, a work in progress.  Thank you for thinking me worthy of such sacrifice and dedication.  Thank you for teaching me to wait upon You.

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your Son.  Thank you for giving Him to the world,  for my brother and my sister.  For my mom and my dad.  For the stranger and the friend. For me.  Even me.  Thank You for letting me experience the low so I can more fully experience Your grace lifting me high.

Thank You for never giving up on me  or abandoning me in my weakness.  Thank You for your continual forgiveness when I repeat the same mistake over and over and over.

Thank you for the priesthood in my life.  For men who strive to be worthy to use it.  For blessings and listening ears.  For council and concern.  For encouragement and speaking truth.

Thank You for hugs and positive human contact.  Thank you for BROTHERHOOD and my sweet sisters.  My sisters save my life.  Thank you for caring words and open hearts that invite me in and keep me warm.

Thank you for your promises.  I am desperately striving to hang on to them and actively choosing to trust You and Your Son.

Your Son.  My Brother.  Oh how I love Him.

Thank you for the calm in the middle of my storm today.  Thank you for the peace that settled over my mind and body.  Thank you for honoring my fast that I broke early because it was the right choice for me.  Thank you for the naps.  Thank you for the  summer air that was fresh and not too hot today.  Thank you for the beautiful place in which I live.

I want to be close to You.  Always.  That is what I want.  I want to be like You.  To live like You.  To love like You.  To trust and care and give like You do.

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My Everything

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Here I am wearing the dress over a swimsuit.  In the picture with me is my mission daughter.  Love her.  

So today I was thinking.  A lot.  I did a lot of thinking today.  Awhile back I watched this TED talk on why veterans (it just took me three times to spell ‘veteran’ correctly) miss war.   Very interesting and totally believable/understandable.  What it came down to was BROTHERHOOD.  While watching the video my emotions were sitting in my throat.  You know that choking feeling? There are a million reasons to cry and a million reasons not to.

My message to HWMNBN, I will be your brotherhood (family), I will love you.  I will have your back. I am not perfect but I am trustworthy.  I will do whatever it takes for you, as long as it is right and true.  I love you.  Let me be your brotherhood.  

So today I was thinking about  BROTHERHOOD and what my closet experiences with it that might relate in some small way to service men and women.  And I came up with nothing,  Nothing could ever compare.  But then I really thought.  Lately I have been going through some serious s***.  We all go through it.  And almost on a daily basis for months now I have AT LEAST one moment where I feel like I cannot go on.  Like there is no way out.  It is life or death. And in these moments there is one person who is right there with me.  Fighting for MY VERY LIFE.  And this person is Jesus the Christ.  HE is my BROTHERHOOD.   In those moments there seems to be only two outcomes: death or Christ.  My Brother literally is my Savior.  JESUS CHRIST is my brotherhood.

And maybe someday HWMNBN will let me be too.

But if there is never anyone else that will be ok because of  THIS.

Thank you Jesus for being my brotherhood.  My EVERYTHING.

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